Salam :D
gosh i can't believe that i'm blogging at this ungodly hour..i just feel like to blog all of a sudden.
anyway, this afternoon i had something that really ruined my mood for a while. it feels like a slap in the face when i had that news told to me.
and the worst part was, my partner some sort of blamed me for it. woah , hold on there. wasnt we supposed to be a team? why should it always be me who have to look and check everytime? and if you do realise my dear, i'm the one who always remind you about our presentation and assignments. its not fair ya know. but being the bottled-up my feelings the girl i am, i don't have the courage to voice it out. Allah, help this weak girl and put my heart and mind at ease so that i can solve this reasonably ya rabb ):
moving on, i have made it up with me bestie. Hamdan lillah. the test that you had given me was really an eye opener to me. i really really believe there's a reason why it happened. it made me hate her for a while, but after that incident, i have realised that i can't bring myself to hate her because without her, it will be all different. and i dont like different. i love the way my life it is now(: saranghae dear you.
Plus, today my faculty friends (JFU; jabatan fiqh usul if you wanna know) made some kind of belated birthday celebration cum ukhuwwah thing for our badge. and guess what ? i got 'flour-ed' by one the boys. Feel like i wanna cryyyyyyy man. but i held it in of course. wouldn't want to ruin the mood. all along it was okay. the girls are becoming much more comfortable with each other. and im not that sure with the boys. awkward vibe is still pretty much there all the way ! =.='
ending the post already (:
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POSTED BY nananey 라이하나 ON Tuesday, March 22, 2011 @ 1:53 AM
